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01/14/2002 - 7:18 a.m.


I dunno. Did I just fuck everything up? Last night I sent Miss Almost-Perfect a mail that said,

I give myself an A for effort, but the truth is - pretending that nothing's changed didn't work so good a lot. Something did. Saturday was really kinda unpleasant for me. I'm glad you liked the Strangemen, and I thought things were going better between us by that point, but - um - something changed. I don't know what, exactly - maybe we pushed things too fast. Maybe we really aren't that well suited, despite the obvious connections - we just were both feeling lonely at the holiday season and grabbed ahold of someone who looked like a good match. I don't think that's it (I don't want that to be it), but it could be. Anyway, I don't feel real great about you or me right now. I think that there probably is something good that could come out of this for us - but I think a day or two of time off would be good right now.

I'll talk to you around Wednesday.



That was after sending her one that said, essentially, "Everything's fine, busy today, how are you?" That just felt weird. So, the above. And I don't know whether this was the right or wrong thing to do. Maybe pretending nothing was wrong would have been better. But - hell. It wasn't.

Then again, she seems to be thinking along the same lines. Haven't heard from her since we said goodbye on Saturday night. Nothing all day yesterday, and I guess it's no surprise nothing this morning. I wish I could at least rephrase it - it sounds kinda harsh now. Kinda "Me me me me." Oh well.








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